Damn, how quickly time passes when weather is good and life
has very few obligations. I just watched movie ‘Young adult” which reminded me
myself a little. I tend to avoid responsibilities and just spend my time
without really using it. This week went by preparing for weekend and upcoming
court hearing. Weather outside is simply beautiful and warm, but the only thing
I don’t like about is as like every spring dogs’ poo is everywhere. I’m going
to city center this weekend just to walk around and enjoy few drinks with my
friends. Because I don’t have jog right now, I feel isolated at times as I don’t
have anything to talk about. I’m trying to get used to idea I will have to
emigrate to Norway to get some money for my family, but I love it here and don’t
plan to stay there for longer period of time. I like almost everything about my
country except politics. And I’m scared to leave my country as I constantly get
insulted by people telling me I speak English with Russian accent. And few
times I read that stereotypes about Lithuania are that girls are easy, we are
alcoholics and people tend to become criminals. I don’t want to live with
something like stigma only because my nationality as I feel like I deserve
better.