Since getting health scare I was
thinking more than actual writing, although most of the time I wasn't
exactly productive, more like contemplating on various things I
always wanted to do and thought I will but actually never did.
Probably it's no surprise that when person gets really sick, only
then he or she starts actually acting.
I think humanity is sick as well. Scary
how much cruelty is going on nowadays – Ebola virus and some stupid
people letting infected ones from hospital, Russians being Russians
again and attacking other nations, United States of America in
general being stupid and cruel. Good thing that less and less people
are reproducing. While aging is quite enormous issue of nowadays
society with more and more elders being supported by just one working
person with people polluting nature, killing earth other without any
reason, security decreasing and social media taking over normal human
relationships I believe it's good that at least people close to me
will have no kids to experience it.
Happiness is small thing and sometimes
it cannot be others. Recently moves out to new flat (finally after 8
months of sharing room with two guys I have my own room!) which is
right next to beautiful park and I finally feel like I have place
there in Brno. Even after more than year and half there were no real
sense of stability before as I wasn't satisfied with my job and
living arrangements and now it changed. As we spend most of out time
in job and home I believe it's very important to adapt to our needs.
I was lucky enough to finally find job I really enjoy and find a room
I really like.
This summer was kind slow and quiet here in Brno with weather
being unusually cold, windy and rainy. I can count sunny and warm
days on my fingers (well, including toes), so there's no as much
crazy memories as last summer. If last summer most of days were spend
in the sandbox in main city square, this summer it was way too cold
for that. Also, inevitable happened – most of people I spend my
last summer with left the country. And making new friends is not easy
task, especially for immigrant. Since I’m still learning language,
I would say I still live in kinda social bubble with most of my
friends being foreigners and well, some of then don't need stability
that much. While one is young (s)he wants to see and experience as
much as possible and sometimes I feel weird as I don't have such
need. I like traveling and learning new stuff, but much slower. I
don't seek replacement, maybe that's the reason I don't adapt very
fast.
Recently I tried to watch more movies as before I spent lots of time reading books. Seems this summer is kinda slow for good stuff. Last good one is saw was 'The fault in our stars' and I will remember it as i'm not desperate to be remembered myself.
