It's hard to be subject at bullying,
especially as a kid. She was made fun of her looks so spend her
teenage years in baggy clothes and hiding at her room after long day
of being spat of. Teachers didn't do anything, mother cared about her
younger sister only.
That's how postponing began. See, if
there's nothing good in one's life, that person began hoping that
everything will be better later. School will be finished one day.
Maybe university be good place to dress like one wants and maybe even
find some friends. Maybe cool job will be found.
Problem is that solitude changes
character. Years of not speaking and hiding makes person shy. Being
made fun of for almost decade makes person not trusting and skeptic.
life after stopping is kinda cool
though. So many new experiences. Finding one's political views,
style, music taste, movies... there's no end to the list.
